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PICS FROM LAST COUPLE OF DAYS IN OKI:::
haha..some of them are very..umm..wierd?
 



damn my hair is a mess! haha


my eyes are bloodshot..eek




wut the hell am i doing? haha..

 
*the spot*..you cant see anything..but its there :)

 
 can you see wut i wrote?? its my name..and there was another name but some PEOPLE just had to mess it up. haha......remember the baseball field at odonell?? keke..


 

at coco's...first time ever! like..the 2nd day b4 i left oki..






haha..me in MYY car :) lol




signing lori's shoe :)








dorks....we are!..no shame :D


bored..sitting in the back of anthony's kuruma...


ewww!




















first time seeing this ..umm..in LA...it was cool..haha...


haha..i got in trouble by the airport people for taking this picture. i guess ur not sppose to take pics on the planes and in the airport..or something. but oh well..i did..haha


AIRPLANE FOOD! yUmmmY! haha


bye bye okinawa :(




me and my shoes....im all alone now :(

confused

.. i dont know how things go anymore..       and i hate it.

i'm just so damn confused about everything ..
 
i feel like i need to go back for something.  this is just too stupid to always be thinking about.

i hate saying it, but i never felt something like this before.  it's seriously like heaven and hell all at once.  the feeling i get is just the sweetest thing, but inside i feel like it's just making me break.  no matter how hard i try to make myself think differently..

i tell myself to stop caring, get over it, get over him, get over everything.  but i just can't.  what the hell is wrong with me?  i can usually just drop it, but there's always that thing that just makes me want it more.  i'm so confused.  so confused i can't even tell any of my friends straight.  i haven't told anybody.  i can't even tell myself straight.

  i've went on telling myself i'm over it.  but then we talk and it all comes back again.  it's just a rush i don't seem to get with other people.

i should've never said the things i did.  i should've never acted like i did.  maybe then these messed emotions wouldn't be stressing me.  but urgh.. i couldn't help it.  i can't seem to help myself with him.  i say things to him i don't say to anyone else. i think things about him that i don't think about with other guys.  mmmm.. i just wanna close me eyes to open them back to how things used to be.  should i get over this or not?  it's hard getting over something that makes me feel so good sometimes..

     i wish someone could help me....

some pics
..compliments to lori.. (again..haha)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
lol..i dont like the last two pics. im all smilin in the scary one..-..wut a d0rk